Untamed yet obedient.

My courage and resolution firm.

My hopes fluctuate, and my spirit often depressed. When I am glowing with the enthusiasm of success, there is no one to participate my joy;

Assailed by disappointment, no one will endeavor to sustain me in dejection.

I shall commit my thoughts to paper. Because no one will understand me. Until I find a person to concur with my thoughts, I’ll always keep them to my self.

People think that I’m a lunatic and even the hypocrite they see in me, but they never get to see my true heart and thoughts. They think I follow their course but I only follow the movements and keep to my routes and roots.

I like smiling and being happy mostly from silly things just because I want my teeth to have fresh air not because I like laughing. I am untamed yet obedient element; Nothing and Nobody can stop the determined heart and resolved will of a man.

I am a creature of double existence; Suffering misery and overwhelmed by disappointments yet when I retire into myself, I am like a celestial spirit, that has a halo around me, within whose circle no grief or folly ventures.

I have been tutored and refined by books and having intuitive discernment; quick but never failing power of judgment.

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DAUGHTER OF AFRICA.

Keeping aside your bread and butter, jam jars can be removed. And your high-teas remain so high, way from the reach.

Of a daughter of Africa who will never be satisfied. The problem’s not ladies, the problem’s not men, the problem’s our children.. The culture is broken, manners are gone. What will young men do, who will they marry?

When they walk in the rain catching crowded buses, and sugar-daddies have cars which are a smooth transport…. when youth offers fish and chips and fat-bellies can afford a square-meal?

The competition out of proportion is, and the female young get tainted. Before they know what’s life.

JESUS’S TIMES ARE GONE.

Differences exist. Yeah a horde of variations. We all have opinions driven by motives. This is a story based on how most people, well lets say, don’t get the clear picture, the way we think is very much important. Thinking gives a human the direction on doing things maybe. Not just thinking, Positive Thinking.

We are told not to let our emotions get on our way, yeah I never was an analyst, not a political  analyst in the least. But this one is about politics.

The people we fight for, we get killed for, lose our eyes for,  cannot even lose a finger for us. Well maybe thats even too much to think of but yeah not even breathe can they purchase for us. You might be lucky if one of them was your mum or dad. But i bet its only a microfraction of this country would fall in the lucky-list. The times of Jesus are gone when a man died for another.

 Well yeah, the disparities that exist. They are only politicians working to achieve whatever their childhood-adulthood goals maybe. The human mind is easy target on manipulation especially when your head is empty therefore creating room for everything ill one hear from these people.

Kenyan general elections 2017, just concluded. With a probably a few casualties, fighting for their own (preferred leader). Well, its allowed to express grievances, as far as I know but I guess, hear, is the most appropriate.

Try to figure out, when you take your body and flesh to the streets, throwing stones, spilling blood of your own flesh anyhow to the ground, probably these guys here are sitted, watching you fight for them. Thats, very sacrificial!! 

When you break glasses that belong to your neighbours’ house, take it to the grave that, these bosses you fight for, have their mansions heavily guarded, they can afford it. Who is your guard? You fight for them, but they will always occupy the most secure, developed neighbourhoods what about you, the only place you can afford is a low class, insecure, underdeveloped slum available, probably.

These political enemies, are real life friends, their kids attend high class International Schools for that matter. Heavily equiped, most expensive schools. The likes of Brookhouse, Braeburn etc. And why not? Their Dads and mums are working, determined to make the lives of their kids better while someone is in the streets dying for them. 

Their kids ride in the most expensive vehicles, probably for a common mwananchi to drive will have to auction a piece of land, which in this case will never be a choice.

Without even thinking much, just the last time you threw a party for your kid during his or her birthday, I bet you can remember when or most probably you never did. Some never even remember the day they were born. 

Well i thought thinking is so important so far. Think of who you can fight for and not end up a loser while they gain. Someone who, fighting for makes both of you winners. Your neighbour is much far important than that leader you only watch on screens for them that are lucky.

No one is in a better position to change a country than you. Not the one in the lead, but the one following the lead. Its you and me.  

They will never work for us, everyone does for own self. Not for the second being. 

Think right if you wanna be right. If you wanna be wrong, you know the answer.

Probably sexy in a Skirt.

Ladies who are lovers of skirts, probably will not go without a front slit skirt which is sexy. I love the pattern of the woolen skirt.

Thanks for the perfect body shape and size. In a skirt its more perfect. Coupled up with a denim top.

Its even more sexy with the cream colours.


If you agree with me, its more on how you wear it, whether or not it fits. Its not about the size or how much you expose that makes your look better.

Appreciate and embrace the fact that we were made for them.

Motherhood.

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Probably before she could enjoy her blooming years, you came in.

Gave up her youth, because of you.

Probably gave up her time to enjoy maisha, to embark on a journey of bringing you up.

Probably, gave up her education because she would rather keep you.

Before she could enjoy her peaciful night sleep, you were there crying for attention.

Before she bought a pair of shoe for herself, you were there, she bought yours first. Her’s could wait.

The only coin she had, belonged to you. She paid for your education.

The only plate of food that was, she gave it up, for you.

You came first. Taking over all the joy she had. The monopoly of life she enjoyed. Because your happiness came first.

Losing her youth, to gain you. Feeling that it was enough for her.

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She deserves better, just as much as you do.

Gone through an imperfect life, to perfect yours. She is not a preplanned list or a recipe of perfection.

More than a little appreciation is all she needs, worth the life she gave up for you.

Bringing back a smile to their faces. Going places to make you happy and content.

Whether dark or light, fat or thin, they are beautiful mothers. They think about you everyday; each passing second and minute.

When there is no one to turn to, they are there to hold you even when you’ve messed up.

Simply because that was their sacrifice of being a MOTHER.

Write your own ending.

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Previously before your happy life started, there was another life. There was that previous episode of your life that you should keep relating to your current one, to derive sense in your current life. As it is in movies, series in particular, the re-running of a previous episode allows to connect between previous and current episode.
It is important that I relate every episode of my life in order to get the whole picture of my life, for me to learn. Some episodes are sad others are a walk in the park, others we love, probably hate their ending, others we choose not to remember. They all count,adding up to a movie. They take their own distinct time.
The first episode of your life, equally important to the current one. Some are shorter, others take long. Depends on a producer’s work, other things can be taken into account.
Previously before you got where you are now, you definitely were somewhere else. The previous may not be pleasing than the current but, the current won’t be, without the previous either.
Its an interconnection of episodes to make a life series. Every episode must end to give way to a new or the next episode.
It’s only in the dictionary where the word ‘current’ appear before ‘previous’ and both words have their meanings. The previous might be different in content, at that time it was important in your eyes.
To bring out the overall theme and meaning of your life. Every single episode is worth your life. Your yesterday as important as your today. Before the start of a new episode you need to re-run the previous one, something to remind you where you are headed and how far you have come from. We never know of the next episode- the future- until we are in it.
SO WRITE YOUR OWN ENDING.